Saturday, February 5, 2011

Hold on! Listen to what a plastic bag has to say...

Hello everyone!yes!!! this is a plastic bag here! a member of the family- PLASTICS.
 I am glad that I got this space to spit out whatever is there on my mind.
Okay,You know me very well. I am a part and parcel of your life.technically speaking I am a long chain of carbons molecules called polymers.
whatever, MAN is my god for he is our creator
I am around you, and the cars you drive, the computers you use, the utensils you cook with, the recreational equipment you play with, and the houses and buildings you live and work in all include plastics. You buy food and water wrapped in plastics and you throw wastes wrapped preciously in plastics tooJ
There are many others stronger than us  in our family.. We don’t rust, we are cheap….
But there is some problem which is upsetting us and I know,even all the members of my family……..PLEASE LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY
We understood that we cause pollution…hey listen friends this is not at all intended..
Each day I see people going on a rally saying “goodbye plastics” and all that. we really get insulted or more than that,painL
When I was born,all I saw around me was millions of bags like me and other stronger members of our family.i thought that was the world.but when I got out of that factory I saw the REAL BEAUTIFUL world……
Omg!what a cute wonderful world you have  man! amazing! green all around. your god is a great artist…
Only he can create this world which is perfect to the core…
But my creator I mean “the man” make haste, never think of the consequences of whatever he does…
I feel making us, plastics, is a mistake in many ways…But I think even your god make mistakes otherwise he wouldn’t have created you….oops sorry…just my rage out of pain.
ATLEAST you rot when you are dead
alas! we aren’t even capable of thatL (and as far as I am concerned that’s the only difference between us)
 Well no worries we are ready to quit or we would love to emancipate the world from us
But why don’t you realize that only our creator can destroy us? That means only you can do it
So why don’t you simply gradually avoid us rather than simply bark.
So just don’t blame us okay???? What can we do????
See, after seeing your mother nature , i myself and my family felt real bad. We never wanted to be one of the reasons why your earth suffers….
And if an outsider like me is feeling so ,I wonder why you people are least bothered about the place you live in!!! shame on your part…
So its not too late.hey man ,wake up time! we beg you.”reduce,reuse,recycle” us and finally KILL.why is the delay???we don’t care if our race face extinction….
Hoping for something positive,
YOUR’S LOVINGLY,
 A PLASTIC BAG.
“The nature of your future depends upon the future of the nature”
                                                 -ANON-

Thursday, January 27, 2011

To my stranger

It’s a cold night and I stay awake
Thinking of you my stranger
We never met and we never shall
And still you  follow me…

Among every crowd I walk through,
Behind every blue roses I see,
Within the protective aura I feel
I know you  are there invisible ,staring at me ,smiling at me,trying to perfect me.
 You hide inside the soul of everyone I meet,
The reason why everyone has a common trait…
And every time I thought I found you, I never did
It was only your shadow in the dark.

 Its stupid of me I know
Because I try to believe lies when I know the truth
That we never met and we never shall…
But I feel you know the real me better than anybody else
 my silence didn’t hurt you ,my anger didn’t hurt you
because you and you alone figured out that,
 they were only born from my pain, my sorrow….

but my stranger I aint gonna find you
this fire of fear is swallowing me
and its time to turn out into mere ashes…
and do hear my heart screaming ”we never met we never shall…
that’s the way it is.”

Monday, December 13, 2010

Its a crazy world!

One day somebody smiles at you and the very next day gone is the smile.


You show your sincerity to the core in the work you do, but all you earn is accuses!

You help a person with a true heart and they finally turn out as your enemies.

You love your friends more than your life only to realize one fine day that they were fake!

Oh my god!what a kind of a world is this? Where, everything is so very unpredictable?

Crazy!

we are all inside a tunnel I understand.

how many of you are enjoying the darkness? And how many of you really are dying to see the light?? And worst of all how many of you are pretending as though you are living in light?

Well well,”honesty is the best policy” goes the saying.may be it’s the best but believe me there is nothing to do with the so called “honesty” in this era.

Ya I know exactly what you are thinking now. “cheating, crookedness may all give you a temporary gain but is not gonna help you in the long run”

Well let me ask you,what do you mean by the “long run”?

Any way nobody is gonna stay here forever or is gonna get out alive!

See experience Is the best teacher and what if experiences teaching you that in today’s world all you need is money and money rules the world? will you learn that lesson or?

Its confusing isn’t it?

BUT I wanna tell you this, eventhough its like that its you who is gonna decide about you and your life.so even if the whole world is against you, do anything which you think is just because good always win in the battle vs evil

To make it more clear listen to this,

Life is a running race and you are one among the participants

Some fools take the shortcut because they wanna reach the destination fast but they fail to understand that on doing so the game they play doesn’t become fair

It becomes a foul play.spectators and co participants and all may fail to notice that but

Somebody is watching you from the heaven friends, and nothing can cheat those eyes.:)

Sunday, October 31, 2010

lotus of peace blooms in santhigiri ashram...

  • The 21 petal lotus of peace,With a blooming spirituality, in Santhigiri Ashramam in
    Thiruvanathapuram(kerala,India) was  dedicated to the entire world on 12th Sept 2010,on  the occasion of the 84th birthday of Navajyothisree Karunakara Guru. The day is other wise known as the “the Day of Light”.

The Parnasala is considered as the respect of the devotees of Navajyothisree Karunakara Guru, founder of the Ashramam. The Significance of Parnasala flows from Navajyothisree Karunakara Guru’s Life and Realization for the world. The lotus structure which consists of 21 petals – 12 unfurling in the top layer and 9 towards the base.
This huge structure is an architectural spectacle a visual wonder Each petal on the top extends to 41 feet height while the bottom petals are 31 feet long, exhibiting an exceptional architectural skill not seen in contemporary buildings The structure, standing 91 feet tall and 84 feet wide, is the largest of its kind in the world. The monument, in the shape of a lotus in full bloom, has been constructed using the best quality ‘Makrana’ Marble in the world. The Guru’s body is laid to rest in the sanctum of the Parnasala which is shaped like a lotus bud carved out of wood. The entire interior of 27 feet height and 21 feet diameter is encased with brass. In front of the sanctum (Sarakoodam) is a carved wooden mandapam (platform) called the Balalayam. The Balalayam is guarded by two majestic tuskers carved in rosewood..


The Original Parnasala was built up by Guru in 1960’s with a thatched hut, reflecting the inherent simplicity and austerity. Guru stayed in this simple structure, consisting of a thatched roof supported by four poles, and interacted with the visitors coming to see Him. It was here that Guru attained spiritual completion in 1973. Thousands were initiated to the spiritual path at its doorstep. Later, the thatched hut was converted into a one-room tenement with a tiled roof. After the Guru’s merger with the Adi Sankalpam (the Plane of Primordial Consciousness) on 6th May, 1999, at the age of 72. His body was placed inside a marble casket and kept in the sanctum sanctorum of the Parnasala, which has now been raised as a magnificent building, in keeping with its Divine significance.
(original parnasala)
Navajyothi Sree Karunakara Guru was born on 1927 in Chandiroor, Alleppey district, Kerala. His teachings followed the theme of a global spiritual and cultural renaissance in harmony with material progress. He focused on the aspect of the soul that carries karmic merits and impurities that result in success or failure in life. Through relentless efforts, great sacrifices, strong conviction and endless perseverance, Guru completed the mission of establishing the Yuga Dharma for this Age (Kali Yuga Dharma). Hundreds of thousands of devotees from different parts of the world, irrespective of class, caste, creed, colour or culture, have accepted the path of Karma and Dharma revealed by the Guru.
The Santhigiri Ashram is a movement embracing all human actions, spiritual, material and cultural, setting up the standards for everything in the light of universal love and grace of God. Navajyothisree Karunakara Guru, the Founder Acharya has taken into consideration the human prospects in all its relevance and potentiality for shaping the future of the world strictly in accordance with the grace and Will of God for which strict adherence to Yuga Dharma is one among the important pre-requisites. The main activities of the Ashramam includes Annadhanam which is one of Sri Karunakara Guru’s objectives was to feed the poor and to this effect the ashram offers an Annadhanam or gifting of food, at their various centers, to people from the lower economic strata. Athurasevanam or care of the ailing is another activity that is a supporting function to the Guru’s vision. The ashram performs this function through a chain of Ayurvedic research centers, hospitals, onsite and offsite health care programs and camps and social research. Another activity is the Athmabodhanam or spiritual awakening. The awakening is at two levels – rational and transcendental; the former focuses on elimination of ignorance while the latter focuses on knowledge of reality. Another is Economic development which as a part of the vision of a revitalized life, the ashram focuses and with an emphasis on trade skills and support for women and cottage industry programs.
A holistic healthcare doctrine propounded by Guru (Nava Arogya Dharma Siddhantham) has resulted in the revival of the traditional Indians systems of medicine — Ayurveda and Siddha. The Healthcare Division runs a chain of treatment centers and hospitals across India and overseas, besides medical colleges, a research centre for Ayurveda and Siddha and a modern Ayurveda and Siddha medicine manufacturing plant.
The main Ashram at Pothencode is spread over 100 acres, comprising a ‘Prarthanalayam’ (Prayer Hall), Parnasala (Guru’s Abode), Sahakarana Mandiram (Shrine of Togetherness), kitchen, dining hall, work centers and accommodation facilities for more than 1500 inmates.
Today, as predicted by Guru, His guidance continues to emanate through His foremost disciple, Shishyapoojitha Janani Amritha Jnana Thapaswini, to anyone who seeks it. The guidance of Guru acts as a corrective force, removing the inherent ‘karmic’ and other infirmities in an individual ‘jeeva’ (soul, life-force), aiding its journey to the ultimate destination – the Supreme.Guru had assured the ‘parampara’ that a spiritually enlightened soul will always guide it as the ‘Gurusthaneeya’ (Guru Apparent).Guru is manifesting his will and guidance through the Shishyapoojitha. The Prayer Hall is the most sacred place at Santhigiri Ashram where devotees can pray and chant the ‘Akhanda Namam’ round the clock. The timings of worship (aradhana) correspond to eight ‘yamasandhi’ (turns of day). These are: 3 a.m., 6 a.m. (varies according to sunrise), 9 a.m., noon, 3 p.m., 6 p.m. (varies according to sunset), 9 p.m., and midnight. There are two additional prayers at 5 a.m. and 5 p.m.

dear friends,
this post is something about the truth that the entire humankind shall unwrap soon…
it is the light of this truth that is going to wipe away the darkness of ignorance of this world …
may be you are not able to follow this completely but I am sure something will strike your mind, at least  someone,s mind….
ANYBODY can visit the sacred place  and understand what it is all about…please keep in mind that this is not about one of  the various temples or swamis or saints that we see around…this is unique

http://video.aol.ca/video-detail/lotus-shaped-parnasala-at-santhigiri-ashram/4038540482
how to reach ashram:-
    Santhigiri Ashram is situated on a beautiful hillock, 24 Kms. away from Trivandrum city, capital of Kerala, South India. Government buses and private taxies are available to reach Ashram.
    The address is Santhigiri Ashram,
P.O. Koliakode,
Via. Venjarammod (Pothenkode),
Trivandrum- 695607, Kerala, India.
Tel No. +91 471 419313 or 419056
Fax No.+91 471 419076,
e-mail : mailto:carlosguzman@santhigiri.com?subject=Santhigiri%20Ashram's%20Feedback...
(thanks to google,rarurv.blogspot.com,trivandrumbuzz.com)

Monday, October 25, 2010

Reading just a hobby???

The word hobby would be too small a word to describe such a great art-reading!

 The word would suit the art of reading in many contexts but there are a few exceptions.

Reading is not only about time pass or a mode of seeking knowledge but a great relief, a short escapism from the reality! According to me at the least

Yep! Particularly when the world around you, irritates you.

Just think of this, the crowd around you is screaming at you. screaming in the sense…like,
perhaps they want your attention but you don’t seem to like that.
perhaps they want to tell you that you should be with them and your path is wrong, but actually you are not interested for you don’t want to be with them and you know your path is right.

you are literally exhausting and dying because of that bedlam of yells .you are not able to take it anymore, the anger is gradually waking up for they have irritated u enough and the good mood of you is going to sleep for you are captivated.

So friends before your provoked mind commands anything to you or if you are wondering about what could be done at such an instance, think,

What other idea than opening a book and slipping away to another world can be the ultimate retaliation and the ultimate escape? Brilliant isn’t it???

The idea that satisfies both anger and sadness.



Now, It’s a kinda “bunking off” so don’t take anything with you but just grab the hands of ‘concentration’ with you.

As you run way, you can hear those sick people still irritating you but their voices are fading now for you are far away from them, now please show your victorious grin

And far away they continue to provoke you because you are physically present but you know you are mentally vanished!



Writers are great,blessed specially by the god, mortal gods as I would like to call them for they create fantasy worlds with mere pens, a world invisible yet beautiful when our Imagination ignites life in those worlds!

Books are nothing but mobile worlds,each different from another,and you have great choices...aint it a boon for a  refugee???
So now when you reach another world you start the journey, where you are invisible to the people in those worlds! you watch them,dream about what you would have done

if you were in that ,altogether u enjoy it.Those people make you laugh, cry……. Ya kind of roller coaster drive through emotions

And as the end nears a tear trickles down your cheeks (I do get them !), you think “alas its all over, a beautiful world wish I could stay longer……. ,forever”

but impossible!(wait, but they say nothing is impossible right??? I doubt it now!)

Well you wouldn’t have felt so if you consider reading as just a hobby. hope I made my part clear

And if any book bores you,don’t worry here alone, refugees always have multiple choices as I told you………

Provided that it doesn’t take long to reach there

And the situation becomes pathetic, when you want to go to another world but the distance is too long or time is very less,or you are midway through!

At last its time to wake up and stop this ‘journey’…

now walk back slowly to the reality.

you can smile now for there would be peace because either the crowd must have died literally or they might have calmed down ,

if not, come on take another journey!



So cannot imagine a world with out books no?

Well but one thing, like books to some to some , arts, music and color may be for others…..

But all I want to say is that I hate the idea of calling reading as mere hobby…….. it is the best gift god has given us, a boon and much more…….

Saturday, October 2, 2010

THIS EVENING IS LEAVING ME MELANCHOLIC!

Sitting near the window enjoying the rhythm of the rain and watching the droplets tickling everything it touches, it’s a kind of cooling effect to eyes and mind and something more
i find varying reactions or emotions towards a sudden shower
Here I can see fallen faces of many kids. The intrusion of the rain
had stopped their interesting game.
Also people are running towards their terrace to save their clothes from attack of the rain. and some here are cursing the rain so bad of them cuz they do the same even if it were sunny.

( crazy people!
why don’t you stick to one thing????).And some are enjoying a cup of hot drink ,watching the rain. Most of them are happy and enjoying the poor clouds weeping! I still am trying to find out their pain, the reasons for their tears. bet they are not intenser than mine!
And some people like me feel very melancholic at this weather.seriously I dont know why I had fallen in love with that word ever since I knew it
Its like that word is made only for me. may be sounding a little odd but truth is stranger than fiction!
Melancholic because hmm…. let me try to make you understand how I feel during some special rainy days (and this evening is one such)
I personally find a rainy evening is a very very apt time to miss somebody. That too not a close friend but somebody you don’t even know! yep,like a stranger you saw in train, peering eyes in a crowd,a smiling face that made you think “who was that?”,somebody who was wandering in the streets with an air of mystery and so on
And its also a good time to open up my casket of worries. actually even if we don’t wanna open it, before anything could be done we shall be hypnotized by the power of the rain and it shall leave us inactive to protest. we cant do it as easily as we argue with our mom!
But that’s nice. its then we understand it is not the gravitational pull of the earth which is giving us our weight ,but its the loads and loads of worries within us that is the reason for that!
Believe me we can float when it’s like raining directly towards our heart washing away all the worries!
Fine fine…..i know what you are thinking
This is beyond the limit of being fictious! but you know what?please blame it on your poor imagining capacity.yep I am rude!
But not very rude, read this: actually its like, when emotions are at the brim of my heart, mixture of emotions to be precise, then that gives me a sort of foggy language……..
So where did I stop,oh ya, its like rain washing away all our worries …….
I wish if those tears could wipe off even all the ignorance and darkness of all of us
Let me give you a new born –somewhat a poem


“they kill, the destroy, out of anger out of looniness,
They escape, they hide
Out of reach,out of sight
The die,they cry
Ignorant people,Innocent people
Oh rain they say earth is blue
But we doubt it
because its blood red, everywhere
We are sick,
could you wipe away these stains
and gift us a new colorful tomorrow?……… “

yeah…….. somewhat a poem indeed, okay for a rough work I believe.
well now let me go back to my childhood…you know when I was young I used to stand in different poses when there was lightning and rain
wanna know the reason?????
I thought that lightning was nothing but the flash light of a camera, the camera of none other than god sitting up above and thought he wanted a few snaps of mine!!!!!
Ha ha funny…


Well you know I am always grateful to rain for taking me back to my childhood days. That’s really lovely…….
But Oh no……… it stopped raining  NOT FAIR! ha! naughty sun has come out with a grin……

So looks like raining of words too have stopped and its time for me to bid farewell. Hope it wasn’t boring?

Friday, August 20, 2010

A POEM...



"The road is long

i am a lonely song

oh breeze, take me far...

to the farthest star"

Sunday, August 8, 2010

WHY DID THE LONELY TEAR CRY?

She was like the leaf that refused to dance with her pals with the rhythm of the wind
While others admired the beauty of the rose, it was the thorns, which caught her attention.
Nobody knew that.
I like to call her “the lonely tear”
Her journey started like any other one, with a flock…
She wanted to talk with them but nobody bothered to listen.
She wanted to oppose the wrong, but courage betrayed her .
she got irritated.
But her heart said that all was goanna be fine but mind asked her to change the track
Then she stopped, others went away…..nobody noticed that she was missing
Now She was alone and confused. confused because there arose a dilemma
“Was it her heart’s words that all she needs or was it the minds words that she should heed.
In the battle mind won.
she started building her own world, and she got hypnotized by the solitude that her world offered
Days died one by one and soon she got used to the eerie world. Eerie, only to others. As she walked on, she could hear somebody shouting her to come back
However, she pretended to be deaf. Because by then her world amazed her and she wanted to move on!

One day the lonely tear cried……..cried and cried.
It was so odd that she did that
She should not have, for she loved the numbness of loneliness, it was a soothing pain.
She never regretted because she chose what she liked
Then why did the lonely tear cry?
Was she sad that her world only had
a diary, a pen,music,books nature and silence? No that was rich enough.
then why?
It all happened because of expectations…….
when she forgot how to smile, when she was at the threshold of something weird ,her heart dominated her mind, gifted her hopes.
Hopes which at last turned out to be some bloody broken expectations.it hurt her.
She now understands,”expectation” is a poison .
She now wants to get out of the inferno….
But she don’t want to go back, she is only wondering if she could ever get somebody to understand her to share her world
But whom she wants is just another her, another lonely tear. she is sick of pretending now
I understand, with confusions screaming around her, she is trying to talk but unfortunately, her language is silence....
Or is she a coward?

Saturday, July 31, 2010

i love my ink pen!!

You know something? Like you all, I too have many things, big and small those are close to my heart
And one among them is my pretty ink pen
She is not just pretty but really intelligent too!!!
May be its sounding a bit weird but still that’s the truth
Whenever I try to convert my thought to words I think its actually the magic of my ink pen that polishes those words up to my contentment. I truly feel that!
I bet you won’t believe that..
She gives me happiness and adds colour to the serenity of my silent world..
I hardly notice time flying when I write with my fountain pen
Everyday I use my pen so long that, the moment it becomes difficult for her to breathe she sings
“oh dear master
Fill my tummy with ink
Like how your sister
Fill your heart with love”
So you can guess I have bottles and bottles of ink with me

I don’t think in this era there are many people who use fountain pen (or pen itself!) for them I feel pity because they are missing something sweet.
Papers with a couple of ink spills, hands with few ink blots are all truly lovely and today very rare….really sad:-(

Friday, April 23, 2010

ITS TWILIGHT MANIA!!

Hi dudes!!it has been a very long time since i updated my blog....
its really frustrating because my internet connection is not proper yet.
but hopes never die....
so let me take this once in a month or whatever oppurtunity to write something about my favourite book TWILIGHT...
oh my god its really a wonderful book i have ever read!really fantabulous!
whatever your mood be just before reading the book, i can assure you that once you start reading the stuff you will be automatically shifted to a fantasy world.
Not scary like dracula,little dissappointed about that alone!
though the fear element comes at the last i really loved the book.
i wanna read the second part "new moon"
i dont wanna see the flick of twilight bcoz my friends say its not that much interesting,like u wont get the same pleasure you get while reading the book.
A vampire love story as you all know but more than that what i liked was different habits of vampires,their characteristics,immortal life, how
the hero's father (not own father) his siblings,he himself changed to vampires.
After reading the book i wish i were a vampire too!

Sunday, February 21, 2010

THE SWEET POISON........

I, a candle and friendship,the flame.
oh friends you kill me...
I, a dewdrop and friendship the sun beams
oh friends you kill me...
you blue roses bloomed in me,
we laughed ,we cried and
within a wink did time pass..

like how folks walk on shores,leaving those soft prints..
those days extinguished leaving the cute memories in my heart...
waves may wash away the prints,
but time is too ignorant a fool....
never escape through my dreams and never escape through my breath...

i admit, friendship the real kiler....
and now i too drink the sweet poison and commit a slow suicide....

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

OUR FAREWELL PARTY.........(2009-2010)






ITS HEART BREAKING BECAUSE A BEAUTIFUL CHAPTER OF OUR LIFE IS GONNA END. TILL TODAY WE WERE ALL TOGETHER BUT TOMORROW .....
WITH HOPES OF BEING REUNITED AGAIN ,I CONCLUDE WITH TEARS AS WELL AS SMILE.
GOOD BYE DUDES
I WILL MISS YOU.................
"OH PALS,GOOD OLD MEMORIES WILL BE FRESH FOREVER
I PROMISE,EVEN IF I DISSOLVE WITH THIS EARTH,
EVEN IF MY SOUL DIE."







Sunday, October 18, 2009

tear drops on my paper.....

life still goes on...
but i never lived a single second...
maybe i am acting,
acting as living

i never discovered the real me..
because my dreams never had wings..

i talk with them,i laugh with them..
they think i am a funny gal
but they never know i am a disguise...

they think i am crazy
but i am really mad....
they think i am happy
but i am really sad.....
mad and sad because i live in my own world of thoughts..

i never won a single fight ,
they feel i cant do it
but, they never knew i was learning
learning for a large battle

i feel lonely when they are around me
i feel like running away...

and i know at last
when i die,they come and sob
but i alone know,
that it was not me who really died.......
and now you too know.....
then i regret ,then i confess....
alas, teardrops on my paper!!!

Friday, September 4, 2009

A LETTER TO GOD


TO
G-enerator
O-perator
D-estroyer

respected god,
hope you are fine.i am writing this letter to draw your attention towards one of everbody's problems...
let me ask you why is this time running????
let it run no probes but it just takes away our good life and change it to just memories.......
why?you should answer..can it show the way back to my childhood days?
it just runs and runs and nobody knows where it is goanna end its journey.definitely i am going to kill this time.but i dont know how...
but one thing i must appreciate about the time is it heals every wound of our heart....
fine ...i will write to you again..
(you send the death chariot to everyone but not to time...
this is not fair)
your devotionfully
hp

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

drowning in the sea of studies......

hi i am back but not with a bang.....little happy that i could blog again.....
the problem is i dont get time.it is 24 hours study:-(
i am missing BARB very much.hope she doesnt forget me......
will write again soon till then take care
(please help me i am drowning in the sea of studies..................................)

Monday, May 18, 2009

Phobia

what do you think I am afraid of????
Exams? Wild animals? Death????
Not at all .
If you promise you wont laugh,I shall tell the truth
I am afraid of that living thing who can live without its head for maximum 9days!
Yes COCKROACH………………..

You must not laugh and break the promise
That insect really makes me afraid
In my house there are a few cockroaches…….they suddenly appear in my room in the night and create a creepy feeling
Oh god help me..
Yesterday I tried to hit a roach ,it didn’t die but fled towards me and took revenge
Oh no,the moments I fear the most.
I feel they follow me……..

You know,my sis love cockroaches,she is brave enough to touch them
YUCKS!!!
I am now planning to launch a mission.
MISSION COCKROACH!!!
You are welcome to join my mission
Let our aim be a world without cockroaches(ha ha ha )


Friday, May 15, 2009

for my grandma

This poem is for my granny, I am sure she will see this because she is within me….

"Oh my granny
The pain which I bare in my heart is killing me
Because you are not here and shall never come again
You walked away leaving me alone and you have become a twinkling star now
You float like a soft petal in my dreams and Your memories are sleeping in me now
And by every tear drops I shed thinking you, I water them
And the sweet flowers which bloom in those evergreen memories shall never die because I want its pure fragrance to spread all over my soul and make me free from all my sins…."

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

proved it again:-)

Today I was in a mood to cook something. I sneaked into to the kitchen when everyone were enjoying an afternoon siesta. I flipped through so many books and at last I thought, I would make some cucumber soup and started the preparations…… cutting,chopping,boiling,stirring.really had a hard time.
when I was almost done I felt really proud and the aroma was really fantastic.
But when I tasted it oh my god i just cant express it....
Really awful!!! The soup was nothing more than some half-cooked vegetables!!!! i was disappointed, my mom had always told me no to do things that i dont know,but i would always quarrel with her and say that is how we learn something.
i looked at my soup again and felt sorry for the fate of those poor vegetables.
behaving as though nothing had happened i served the so called cucumber soup to my mom first.
thank god she didn’t faint.I didn’t compel others. everyone wants to live in this world right? oh!atlast I had no other go,but to dump it in the bin….Really sad;-(

Now I remember a proverb”TOO MANY COOKS SPOILS THE BROTH” But that is wrong in my case I tell you.Why too many, when I am here?

So,yet again I proved that I am a bad cook

Friday, May 8, 2009

LET ME RESCUE YOU FROM THIS BLOODY WORLD

I know you wanna, escape from this bloody world
Because the world around is killing you
So let me rescue you from this bloody world
But not to heaven or to hell

Because you will be captivated there too...
So let me give you liberty and I can do it because,
I am a wandering bad spirit, a spooky immortal
i am coming to you....

You hear the clock striking twelve somewhere, in the midnight
You hear a pack of wolves howling my welcome song very far
And you see moon hiding behind a cloud in fear

You hear silence in the midst of darkness
And you see me spreading like a mist
And I want to take you away, because this world is cruel

Now you do see your curtains flying in pain
And you do see you windows shouting in vain
And you can feel my thirst for blood too
Because, I come to you like a chill breeze carrying that odd smell of death

When I come nearer and nearer,
I know that cold shiver creeps you spine
And you hear your heart beating faster and faster
Because it shall beat no more soon

When my cold teeth pierce your veins
And when I suck your warm blood
And when you let your last breath free through your lips
You can see a content smile on my face,
But not fearful like that evil grins of the people you live with..

I take your soul away and fly very far...
But not to heaven or to hell
Because when tomorrow comes, you feel the same freedom I enjoy
And you too search for blood, not for peace to quench your thirst


Now you are happy, I know because
I rescued you from that selfish world of devils and demons,
From that world of violence and
From that ugly world that never changes……….


Thursday, April 30, 2009

oh no!!!

I am really sad to tell that i wont be able to blog for next few weeks,i am taking a break ...really bad.so friends i will come back soon but dont forget to leave your valuable comments for my posts please........
bye everyone!!!

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

death:-!

Recently I realized the fact that in most of my thoughts and posts, there is a little essence of death in them...
I wonder why?, but have a good answer with me. By living our short life we know what is joy, pain ,love of different persons, their affection and everything .
But in the case of death, we can only feel it once and we won’t be there to tell others how it feels…
So we are curious or at least I am curious to know how it feels and a little touch of death in most of my posts must be the result of this sort of thinking.
Are you not curious about how, where and when, our voyage of life ends??

Anyway, a fine day we ought to dissolve with this soil or sleep deep under the earth. whether it be hot summers ,cold winters or spooky nights or pleasant mornings, nothing troubles our sleep. that’s really good. But you may think. “Was it for sleeping forever, that I lived all this life? Very silly!

So friends one day you hear a knock at the door and curious to know who it is ,you run towards the door, it is then you realize with a shock that it is none other than the death.
But I tell you even though he is an unwelcomed guest, please welcome him otherwise it is not GOOD MANNERS….

Sunday, April 26, 2009

I AM A.....

I glide down smoothly from my abode,

leaving a fragile trace behind

making a way for others.....

I rub smoothly against her red cheeks,

gradually melting down

my life, a dedication to her....


I see death coming near,

no worries at all dear

it's all for her....


After a last glimpse of this world,

I slowly die in her laps

me a drop of tear............ .

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Interesting...

O.k. friends so listen…..
Today I would like to write something interesting…
The thing is you must prove: 3-1=1
No need of applying any mathematical concepts
But just prove however you want…….
Can you???
Well if you cant, don’t crush your brains, here it is….
First, stand before a mirror, so you get three things, 1) you,2)your reflection and
3) the mirror
Now subtract 1 from it. First, you move away so you have only mirror left
=>3-1=1
Now take out the mirror, you are left back
=>3-1=1
Thirdly, your reflection cant be subtracted. so that is not possible!
Hence proved….
How is that???
(After reading this ,if you feel I am great. sorry! to be honest,this is not my creation..:-))

Friday, April 24, 2009

Very funny!:-)

Recently I came across an sms which was really funny. here it goes:-
“WHITE is a colour. Do you agree?
BLACK is also a colour.fine
Then ,why is a black and white tv not a colour tv???”
What do you think?

Thursday, April 23, 2009

born as prisoners...

When I say we are born as prisoners and live as prisoners ,you have to accept it because that is the truth
You may wonder why?
We are fettered with the chains of religions, castes and creeds.
We are moving in the wrong path even after knowing that religions are like tributaries ultimately joining the main stream the GOD…
Why do we need all this when the same red blood is moving through all our veins?
Some may think this is silly, but I have hopes that at least one may agree with me……
So let us become free stand united as just human beings
If you cant, you are still imprisoned and carry on, live your life to die as an imprisoned………….

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

In a dream world.........

Today my friend gave me a beautiful sea shell. I pressed it against my ears and heard the pleasing noise of the sea shore
I felt as if I was melting into the nature and was driven away to a dream world
There I was alone in an abandoned sea shore,
I noticed the sea was sad…..
I asked to the sea “oh young sea why are you dull?
The sea said “yes I am gloomy, it is a sad reason’
I said: “please let me hear that”
Then the sea told me that reason which was annoying her for many years
“I had been pulling the shore since my birth for playing and enjoying with me
But it didn’t answer my calls .the shore is really cruel to me….
My waves, unable to fulfill my dreams are going to and fro like restless souls.
What shall I do?”
I couldn’t utter a word realizing the truth and walked away leaving my footprints on the wet sand………..

Monday, April 20, 2009

another day ends....

Had a boring day today.special classes are really boring in this sultry summer.....
oh no i have hardly only one month holidays to enjoy with my cousins
really bad!
we used to have two full months,but tenth standard is really a turning point in every student's life.so is for me toooooo
i should be more serious:-)

"here again another day ends
waiting for a new tomorrow, every body are fast asleep
but sleep cant defeat me ,
because i have miles to go........."

Thursday, April 16, 2009

If i were a rain drop...

If i were a rain drop i would climb down the sky and fall on a leaf .

i will feel proud as i can reflect the beauty of the whole nature.

then i would look down where i could see a beautiful blue rose still asleep.

after that i would slowly glide down from the leaf and stand proudly on the soft rose petal, making the sun beams sparkle....

smoothly now, i will start tickling the sleeping beauty ,

who would then wake up and smile at me.

then we shall talk and make fun so that time will pass within a wink

But my life is short ,so i vanish gradually and my rose can see me no more...

oh my dear friend can you do me a favour?

please cheer my rose flower in her grief.......

please hold on...

Wow look at the girl admiring the beauty of the sky,really lovely and this picture simply stole my heart when i first saw it.
beautiful!!!
and what do you think???

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

BARB, THIS IS FOR YOU.....

Hey barb you are a barbie doll...
I simply like you.
You are my cool friend who always comments my post
So thanks thanks and thanks
I will never forget you ..