Sunday, October 18, 2009

tear drops on my paper.....

life still goes on...
but i never lived a single second...
maybe i am acting,
acting as living

i never discovered the real me..
because my dreams never had wings..

i talk with them,i laugh with them..
they think i am a funny gal
but they never know i am a disguise...

they think i am crazy
but i am really mad....
they think i am happy
but i am really sad.....
mad and sad because i live in my own world of thoughts..

i never won a single fight ,
they feel i cant do it
but, they never knew i was learning
learning for a large battle

i feel lonely when they are around me
i feel like running away...

and i know at last
when i die,they come and sob
but i alone know,
that it was not me who really died.......
and now you too know.....
then i regret ,then i confess....
alas, teardrops on my paper!!!

2 comments:

  1. "life still goes on...
    but i never lived a single second...
    maybe i am acting,
    acting as living"

    I feel this way all the time, I feel like something is wrong with me, that I shouln't feel this way, but I do...
    How have you been Haritha?
    I miss you!
    Take care my dear friend!

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  2. oyiamne oyish enthinappa inganeyallam pareenu kannan ?????

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